But I am under no illusion that this means I look beautiful wearing it

Having gone out on her first few rides, mostly everything is good. The beginner's group pace is comfortable, the bike is comfortable, even the saddle is comfortable. Nevertheless, she was getting pretty bad chafing in the inner thighs after every 20-30 mile ride.
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Courtney:
I don't feel she appreciates me as a friend, I feel I am walked over as I am always there for her when nobody else is and she is never there for me.
(24 September 2016)

Courtney:
I always do what she suggests all the time but she never can compromise with me.
(24 September 2016)

Courtney:
Or if I ask her to go with to a concert even when I have no one to go with if she doesn't like the band playing she wont go even if its just to go be with me and get to hangout with me.
(24 September 2016)

Courtney:
Like if she doesn't like the restaurant I wanna go to when I ask her to hangout she doesn't wanna go.
(24 September 2016)

Courtney:
I feel she is also self centered and only cares about herself and what she wants to do all the time.
(24 September 2016)

Courtney:
She never did but she did find time to hangout with her other friends.
(24 September 2016)

Courtney:
She told me she was leaving two weeks prior and said that we should hangout before she goes and I told her okay and to let me know.
(24 September 2016)

Courtney:
She left about two weeks ago for a year long trip to Europe.
(24 September 2016)

Courtney:
This whole summer we hung out only three times.
(24 September 2016)

Courtney:
Now I feel like we are drifting apart it seems as if she only wants to hang out with me if I ask her first or when she is bored and has no other plans not because she wants to see me.
(24 September 2016)