She wants to believe that this man will put an end to her suffering

It took me a few hours to complete the puzzle. As the title suggests, this is the internal monologue of a woman who is waiting for her date to appear. The monologue is an oscillation between two emotional states. In one verse, she appears fragile, hopeless.
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Jeanna:
I keep thinking that instead of stating we should go our separate ways, I should have asked if we could work it out.
(4 October 2016)

Jeanna:
I think he was upset because I was very tired after work one day and I didn't feel like talking much.
(4 October 2016)

Jeanna:
He then said he didn't like my behaviors and goodbye.
(4 October 2016)

Jeanna:
I responded back stating I didn't want to but maybe we should go our separate ways because this was a bad sign since we only dated for a month.
(4 October 2016)

Jeanna:
Then he also said maybe it was just him.
(4 October 2016)

Jeanna:
A couple of days ago he texted me saying he felt that there was some uncomfortableness between us and he wasn't sure if it was working out.
(4 October 2016)

Jeanna:
So, I was dating a guy for a month.
(4 October 2016)

Mallory:
Feeling very emotional(need help)?
(4 October 2016)

Mallory:
I am just so frustrated right now and I don't really know why.
(4 October 2016)

Mallory:
There is so much going on in my life right now(some good,some bad) I just want to put on my favorite sweat clothes an, stop the world from spinning and tuck myself away, but I can't.
(4 October 2016)